Not Caring

I'm sick of seeing "Happy New Year". No, it's not. It may be for you, but it's not for me. So, shut up.

And, It's just another day. Nothing special happens because the numbers flip to a new "year". So, shut up.

Yes, I'm in a bad mood.

Right now, I'm hating my life. I wanna be depressed, angry, hateful, spiteful, and sad. Leave me to it.

If it makes you feel any better, I'm also feeling empty, alone and miserable, too.

And, for what it's worth, the only thing "keeping me going", as they say, is the fact that the kids open presents in the morning. Otherwise, I have nothing to look forward to. AT ALL.