Fish

I guess it's a good thing I got a fish. Right now, it seems like the only one I have to talk to is the fish with no name.

I guess it's just me. I feel like I have no one there for me. I can't call a friend to go out for a while, because I have no one to call. I can't call my sister, because she lives so far away. I can't talk to my husband, because he doesn't (care? have time? understand?).

Even my online friends aren't around right now. I feel so alone. And I'm crying.

I hate that they are having fireworks tonight. I love the whole 4th of July "thing", and I don't want to deal with anything today. I just want to crawl up in a blanket and be alone.

I'm just tired of crying. And even more tired of crying alone.

I even feel bad for posting this. It's not a "poor me, gimme attention" post...it's just that I need to talk about how I feel...and if I can't, I'll tell this little blog. At least the internet will listen...right?