Floating

I float through time on this medication. It's like I'm here, but I'm not. Everything is moving so fast around me, but I'm moving in slow motion. My arms are heavy, my body is planted on the ground, yet I feel like a bubble, just floating along.

Yeah, Wooo-ooo-y is what I've been calling it.

I hope this levels out soon. I'm not sure I can float through life like this. It's funny...I listen to songs, and I hear them...but there's no emotion to them. I used to smile, or cry, but now...it's just a tune.

Sometimes, I have a tear when I think about things, but I'm not crying a hard cry. And I have a smile when something is funny, but not a big laughter like I used to.

Maybe I am losing a part of me...