Loopy

OK, well, yeah. I'm certainly loopy now. This drug is really getting to me. I spend half the day a vegetable, the other half sleeping, and all the time nauseous. I feel like I'm drugged (I don't like that feeling), I'm completely out of it. My husband says I'm out in la-la land somewhere. The doctor said that it will take about 2 weeks to balance itself out, but damn. If I didn't feel sick all day long, I could handle the flakiness. My body feels so heavy. My arms are too heavy to pick up most of the time. I have to use all my effort to walk or move. I feel like I'm forgetting to breathe half the time. I feel like I'm moving in slow motion.

Even my 7 year old noticed it. He said to me earlier, "Mom? Are you OK? You act like you're sick."

The only good thing is that I'm not hungry on this medication. I only eat because I'm nauseous, and I feel like if I ate it would be easier on me.

Yes, I take the pill with food.

I'm wondering if it's just too strong. I don't know. I can't continue feeling like a loon all the time...but let me tell you this...

It's working. I'm not stressed over anything. I'm not sad over anything. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not yelling about anything. It's peaceful in the house. I think hubby and the kids like that I'm not a raving bitch anymore.

And if taking this pill is going to bring harmony to the house, and hopefully to me...I'm all over this!! I just hope I can get past this nausea.